well this WAS what happened.. 

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Woke up arnd 10.30am .. watch tv for a while

wanted to go to a shop nearby.. buy a pen..

but bought a currypuff instead.. oh wtf..

( actually was very bored sittin at hme! hah! )

after that saw this whole group

of birds fighting.. omg.. one pigeon so kpo..

go ther for dunno wht.. seems so outstanding yeahh know?

harhar.. then went back hme.. did some blogskins..

sit infront the laptop until 4 +..

lazily go bathe.. eat some cakey things.. i think so..

think is cheeeeessseee cake or somethin..

O!O! i rmb! its a cake with cheese IN it. harhar.. lol

den .. aiya usual.. sit sleep eat.. nth special so yea.. 

for today..

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i feel so guilty.. but I DON'T KNOW WHY..

she was 

and is my best friend but why

doesnt she understand.. feel like dying..

its partily my fault too.. she is a good friend..

its just our ego.. GOD.. whywhywhy..

i dont understand.. make her understand pls?

this is the LONGEST fight we've had..

it'll only last arnd 1-2days but its 1 and a half MONTH

now.. i'm not gonna live hatin her for my whole life am i?

make her understand plsplspls.. what am i to do to mend back our friendship?

whtwhtwht? telltelltell... PLS! i'm gettin hysterical nw.. whywhywhy... 

i hate myself.. hatehatehate.. whywhywhy.. UGHHHHH

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sry.. ahh wateva